And then again, I'm crying in my bed. Haven't been crying for ages now. It's cold and quiet. I feel lonely. My human heart wishes to have a guy caring for me more than any other girl he knows. Sometimes it's just hard to disguise the loneliness. But I know, it's probably not the right time, is it? Allah, if I love you right, will I get a nice guy to share my life with someday? I know I'm not perfect, I'm not even expecting a perfect person. Just someone who could love You right, who could love me right. That would do. Okay, I'm going to stop crying now. I have homework to do. I'll see you again very soon. I love you.